i am so drained. havent played sucha tiring game in a long while, and actually felt good about it. found back that satisfaction hockey used to give.i really played my hardest today and though we didnt win, it was good enough that we played well! the week's been tiring and my back is so tired from the carrying of boxes and bending over. i thought i'll play a bad game today. but i guess our opponent made me very determined to play betterrrr. havent made such nice tackles in a long time and it wasnt just once! yay (: but i was SO DAMN SCARED of getting hit i closed my eyes. and and and the best must have been the goal against them hehe. my wrist was BAD and i really didnt have confidence but omg yay (:

so now, my wrist, knee and back is ouchhhh. i am getting SO OLD, boohoo. despite being so tired, losing, banging into so many people, i can console myself that we played a good game!

dinner with fatin and ziya was awesome. chilling and talking.. we dont meet that often but they are people that i'm very comfortable with and we can talk about anything under the sun. i miss all our frequent dinners and all. sigh time flies. today during lunch me nett ning were saying the same. we used to be onlyyyy twelve. hahaha